a lot of developments today. hershel is really pushing hard for the guys to turn on me. it's what i would do but i honestly feel i have them both under control. god only knows why but they both seem devoted to me. i feel like in a sense i am the puppet master but i can never behave like it.
i feel like what happens tonight is down to me. if hershel loses immunity he will leave. if he wins i feel i have the power to vote out either merle or shane. both think i am 100% with them. i could vote shane out with merle and have shane vote merle and hershel vote me or i could vote merle out with shane and have merle vote shane and hershel vote me. merle worried me just now by stating he is worried hershel doesn't vote me but in fact votes merle because of his outburst against him. that shows me merle is much more tuned in to this than shane is. merle is dangerous in the end and i can't be 100% sure he will vote shane, maybe 95% but i'm more 99.99% shane will do as he says, stick by me and vote merle so i feel merle might be the smarter vote for me tonight just on odds really.
shane and i vote merle, merle votes shane, hershel votes me. in the event merle does get scared and votes me at least i have a 2-2 and a chance to make it to the end.
i want this game badly.
i am the irish instigator haha!!! oh neil, shut up lol!! it's just the way it's gone this game, i've felt like i've been the leader and those other guys can see it but for some unknown reason merle and shane are prepared to go with me!! it's unbelievable. they're in a bad spot. they either stick with me and probably lose or they backstab me and probably lose to hershel, the warrior who defied the odds and "instigated" the final move against me. i would be surprisedif merle or shane won this game. i think it's either mine or hershels. it all depends on tonight......
daryl out...
